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November 3rd, 2008

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October 15th, 2008

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November 7th, 2006

07:50 pm - squirrels I have this thing for squirrels, they're the coolest damn animals on this planet! I wasn't paying attention today, I hit a squirrel when I was driving, it was already dead, but I still ran over a dead squirrel. It ruined my day, I was so upset. Plus I still feel really bad. Poor thing was so small. =( Current Mood: depressed

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October 28th, 2006

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September 17th, 2006

11:45 pm - ears.........and rants........ So I got an ear infection. It's rather anoyying. I don't know how, I have this thing about keeping my ears clean, they get cleaned 3 times a day. (yeah yeah I know it's wierd) Needless to say, having green stuff come out of my ear is rather, well, odd. I used to get these about every 3-4 months while I was little, from about 4-9 years old. I forgot how much they hurt. I've been downing pain pills all day and watching anime. Now I get to goto work tommorow and attempt to work, either doped up on pain pills, or just bear the pain. either way, working in a loud shop isn't going to help much. Welp, other than that, my life is somewhat getting back on track now. 4 months away from this type of job was kinda wierd. Now that I think about it, alot of stuff has seemed wierd to me lately. This whole world is going down hill quick. I wish people would take there head out of there ass and think about something other than thereself. It would really be amazing to see a world were more people actually cared about other people. Instead this world is filled with assholes who will do anything to screw someone else as long as it's to there benefit. I figure in the next 20-30 years something is either going to go horribly wrong, unless people learn to change there ways. What is it going to take to change people? why are all these kids growing up so self centered? why do parents let there kids get away with murder and then say there child could NEVER do anything like that, he's an angel. I just don't understand this place anymore. I wish I could sleep. would be nice. I guess i'll continue watchin anime until i'm so tired that I can fianlly sleep. Current Mood: uncomfortable Current Music: ceiling fan

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August 21st, 2006

06:16 pm - Clouds The clouds today were absolutly(SP) gorgeous! I miss Colorado Current Mood: chipper Current Music: ceiling fan

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August 17th, 2006

08:00 pm - Random update So, Quit my job. I learned I can't work with managers who are so clueless and won't listen to anyone. I was the first, but not the last. 4 people followed me out the door. I kinda feel bad though, I left some people who I liked in some pretty fucked up situations(SP). But I couldn't take it anymore. So I went to a place I used to work at, I was on the property for less than 2 minutes before I got an applications shoved in my hands and hired. =)Funny thing was I got hired by a manager I never worked with, I knew who he was and I guess he knew who I was. So on monday I start going back to being a Mechanic. The business is going good, we're getting close to having a finished product, which is looking totaly awesome! It's turning out alot better than I was expecting. Plus where we're at, we get alot of people who do business with our friend, so he tells 'em about what we're doing and then they tell everyone else. We've already had alot of people stop by and look at it, and give us business cards. Right now we have 14 people lined up, after it's done, to buy a kit. And at around 5-6k a pop, that will be nice. welp thats about it. Current Location: bed Current Mood: calm Current Music: Stephen Lynch

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July 30th, 2006

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July 19th, 2006

07:05 pm - ........................................... well, court was quick on the 11th, walked in, judge said.......hold on one second........fliped through some paper work, said, declined.......next........ so I'm stuck, and I justed wasted a shit ton of money........sigh....... so now i've been trying to figure out what I want to do.... Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: mr. lynch

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July 6th, 2006

07:12 pm - Random update... So after court, court, and more court, I'm fianlly going to figure out wtf I can and can't do on the 11th of july. it's been 3 months already and I thought this would go alot faster, guess thats what I get for assuming anything. So my new job, which is stress free, easy, and makes me look at my life in a whole new aspect, is ok. The people I work with, are absolute retards. there are 4 people there who are worth anything, everyone else should go back to middle school and grow up. They're lazy, two faced, and blame everything on everyone else. Nothing pisses me off more than cleaning the store to make it clearner and more organized than anyone can remember, then take 3 days off and come back and it looks like a complete disaster again because people are too damn lazy. I can't wait to get this business off the ground so if i have to deal with people like that, I can just fire them. oh well. Other than that, i've just been reading toooo much lately again. I need to find a way to quit detaching myself from society. Current Location: eh? Current Mood: blank Current Music: silence

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June 1st, 2006

08:07 pm - money money money So I broke down and asked my dad for money, something i've never done before in my life. This had to be the single hardest thing i've ever had to do in my life. I've never asked for anything from my dad before. I'm 25 years old, I was crying like a little girl on the phone, I feel like i've let my dad down. I've always been proud to know that i've never asked for anything from him. My two sisters are always asking him for money, and well I guess just money. I told him I would pay him back as soon as I got everything straightened(SP) out and back on my feet, so I feel a little better knowing i'll pay this back. But I still feel like a failure. I really hate myself right now. Current Mood: crushed

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May 7th, 2006

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July 5th, 2005

07:25 pm - hahahah I think I had the most fun today then i've had in like 6 months, and I got fired today from work. =) lifes great it's amazing to see how much all the effort you put into things, work your butt off to help everyone out that you can. Then they just fire you over something stupid. This whole day i've been getting cussed and yelled at for stuff of not my doing, I had nothing to do with anything. Someone gives me work to do, I do it, then i get yelled at because I wasn't supose to do that. lol what a day. twice that happened today. so by the end of the day i'm not in a good mood. and my head boss (who's cussed me out twice today) wants this job done before i leave...it's 4:30 and I was supose to go home at 5 today because I wanted to stop working long hours. well...he starts yelling at me because he said I've had this job since 8 this morning and I haven't gotten to it yet! blah blah blah...so i tell him I haven't seen that job ever. blah blah blah...procides(SP) to call me a liar blah blah blah....well he tells me to do the job, so i told him to give it to someone else, who you pay more than me, and do less work than me.......then he said, take the job, or pack your shit....so I walked away and packed my shit.....=) SO! tommorow i get to go look for another job....=) which won't be hard....I think the longest interview i've ever had has been 2 minutes....but I think i might take off a week or so before i get another job. relax a little and catch up on some of the books i've been collecting for the last 3 months. it's still amazing how ungratful some people are, you work your heart out to help everyone out and get yelled at for doing it.....then fire you because of something stupid.....I think i was set up...=) I've noticed at the last couple of jobs i've worked at that, that when you do better work than the people there and make them look bad, they get upset. Maybe I should down grade my standards of work so I don't make people look bad. I'm tired of having to deal with jeaouls people Current Mood: chipper

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July 4th, 2005

08:50 am - wow Wow, it's been way toooooo long since i've updated this thing. I've been working rediculous(SP) hours. usually 12 hour days 6 days a week. then I usually just read on sundays. I've got all these books I want to read but work is killing me. I guess I pretty much detached myself from the world the last 3 months. Kinda wierd I didn't even log on to check my email. it's amazing how much junk mail you can get when you don't check it for 3 months. welp, it's the holiday weekend so I figured i'd so something different and this is it. I'm still debating if I should go get some fireworks or not. I'm really tempted by all the places up here don't have anything good. I'd have to drive like 300 miles to get anything good and thats alot of reading time I could be doing. Current Mood: stressed

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April 4th, 2005

10:16 pm - So much So much to do, yet so much time to do it working alot all day, but compared to somepeople I hardly work at all Missing my old life, yet glad I don't have to go through the pain everyday Lifes changes are good, but in alot of ways very lonely I miss all my friends but relize maybe they aren't my friends, they never call. When I call them they are too busy to talk. They must be glad i'm no longer around. Current Mood: lonely

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March 29th, 2005

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